Currently Listening Bunkka By Paul Oakenfold starry-eyed surprise see related

soo I havnt updated in like a BILLION YEARS. yea. lol

butt, I'm in florida ! yey ! I love florida so much; I love how its so sunny and warm and its the middle of winter. How i can walk around barefoot, my hands are always warm, my skin is tan, and i can keep my bikini on all day and not be cold =) fabulous-o.

so anyways, basically all I've been doing during this vaca is eating and laying around tanning. andd thats about it ;) haha not even sleeping really =( but oh well, who needs sleep really o.0. I'll just write about what I've done the past couple days because i feel like it =p

Friday morning, got up and grabbed some breakfast and went to the pool for acouple hours<3 came home, cleaned a bit, ate lunch, sat around? lol Then i went with my dad to run some errands to keep away boredom. We went to home depot, weee, the grocery store & then to our other new house to check some locks and stuff. and thenn my dad let me drive home and helped me practice parallel parking yey ! I actually dont suck anymore; hopefully i can take the test soon and pass =) but anyways, then D and I convinced the parentals to let us go to the movies, so we saw memoirs of a giesha, which was pretty good actually; as good as a movie about a prostitute can be basically lol. Thenn we tried to go to target so i could get the seether cd but it had just closed =( butt D took me to dairy queen instead and the guy gave me free rainbow sprinkles, yey =) and then home.

This morning I got up at 6:45 and went w/ my dad & sis out to breakfast at the ritz<3 ahh they have the best breakfast buffet, if anything can make me fat, that will lol after breakfast, D and I went and looked in the uber expensive shops, and I fell in love with this 198$ bikini. I decided I need to marry rich haha. I found these mints that are chai flavored and caffinated ! =O I bought them bc they were way cool. theyd have to be for me to spend 5 dollars on mints *shakes head* but anywayyy, ran some more errands, went home, and went to the pool for an hour. thenn home to clean and clean and clean. way fun ;) were leaving tomorrow though so the whole place needed to be vacumed and the kitchen n bathrooms scrubed and whatnot. but anywayss, then I got ready for going out and we went out for an early dinner at this yummy italian restaraunt, gabriellos. andd then home, talked to kevin for a bit =) watched part of a knights tale, andddd now here.

anything else i feel like rambling about ? why yes ! I finally finished painting my room here and it looks very pretty =) My parents bought D and I a sewing machine, which sounds very home-ec, but I think I'll have fun with it. Bc its past Dec. 30th, I can get my liscence soon ! yey ! =) I don't 'look like death' anymore because I gained 2 lbs of wonderful fat and I'm not ghostly pale anymore yey lol I got really excited the other day because i got all this pretty ribbon from michaels for like 4$ ! andd I guess thats enough randomness lol happy new years ya'll ;)

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So I'm home from NJ and the grandparents for thanksgiving. and I feel like the good year blimp. and my body feels completely fucked up. I'm proud of myself that I'm trying though. even though I feel like complete shit/im dieing now. no one seems to care though.

but anyway, besides the dying thing, it was fun seeing everyone =) hanging out with my cousins chris & alex is always really fun, they make me laugh so hard 24-7 lol after thanksgiving dinner, D and I went w/ chris, alex and chris' gf rachel back to his dorm and had a partay :p we watched the grudge which was a freaky movie with surround sound. my sis kept spazing and grabbing me, she cant handle scary movies haha anddd then we watched part of finding nemo & spiderman II and a soccer tournament. and drank massive amounts of starbucks coffee<3 and I learned that I still suck majorly at video games and I probably always will lol rachel D and I stole chris' roomates room (hes manager of a steak&shake and very proud of it lmao) and made like the whole room one big bed. which was nice until my mattress deflated and i slept on the hard floor all night. ow. lol needless to say I didnt really sleep.

today we got up semi early and i showered in probably one of the grossest bathrooms ever; I wont even describe it lol. boys are so dirty *shakes head* thenn we drove back to my grandparents in black-friday traffic. which was pretty scary; NJ drivers operate on the philosophy "i do what i want", seriously lol anyways, i played this hardcore budget came with my lil cousins & my uncle. I got my ass kicked, as usual lol hung out till we left like 2 something, went straight to therapy. which is going to be a regular thing now. like having a tooth pulled every week. you can tell I'm thrilled about it can't you? we stopped for dinner at food source, then home and unpacked. and thenn my mom wanted D and I to move all the HUGE potted plants into the barn so they wouldnt die from the frigid cold so we almost broke our backs doing that. I am so skilled with a trolley ;) and then D and I tracked down a lame-lil charlie brown xmas tree so we'd actually have one this year lol and then I made her help me make a popcorn chain for it ! yey ! i am so cool ;p we never have xmas trees anymore though bc were always in FL; i miss them

I guess thats been the past couple days. Hopefully tomorrow I'll see kevin and ang =) I feel really ill and tierd right now though so I think I'm gunna go to sleep. with my sister. but not like that! lol she slept over one night and now we just do it every night cuz my room is so much warmer than hers. I don't mind the company, as long as she doesnt steal the covers o.0

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Ahh physics and calc test today woo, so exciting ! not

My sister is going to be gone for the rest of the week at Kairos :( me = lonely. It's nice spending time with my grandparents though, and having my parents on the other side of the country of course :D

This past weekend was so good<3 I wish it was still the weekend

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So last weekend was fun :) and this weekend should be just as fun if not fun-er !

The problem is getting through the week to get to the weekend lol ahhh school seems to be dragging out forever. I got a 49% on my calc quiz :( good thing I'm not planning on being a mathemetician or whateverr. My parents are leaving early friday morning for AZ and their not coming back till the 18th yey ! andddd on top of that, my grandparents arent coming till monday afternoon so I've got the whole weekend w/out parental supervision  *excited!* I get to see kevin mucho<333333333

I went to the Dr's on monday and we figured out why I've been so blah/tierd lately - extremely anemic lol Soo now I'm taking this like major OD iron pills so hopefully that will help; I think it is already. I'm glad my moms leaving bc shes been up my ass about eating all week so far; I lost another lb. xcountry ends this sat though so I should start putting it back on soon. get my ass back at least lol 

ahhhhhh xcountry is endingggg :( today is our last practice ! it's depressing. yesterday I didn't have practice and I had all this extra time that I didnt know what to do with myself. So I cleaned my room and my bathroom lol I have a feeling alot of cleaning and baking will be going on when xcountry is over.

but anyways, what else is new ? Got picture retakes back, and I think I might sort of like them actually ! started a sneaker-recycling drive for next week, woo. It's wierd being in a leadership position, but I'm getting used to it lol andd my dad bought me more cellphone minutes, weee <3 hm anddd we got our country assignments for sallies DELMUN - were japan ! maybe I'll actually prepare for it this year lol My sister was trying to get me to do academic bowl with her, and I was like umm I already have my one nerd club thanks :p

mmkay the end !

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Currently Reading Someone Like You By Sarah Dessen see related

Damn, It's been like foreverrr since I last updated :x I bet you no one even checks this anymore. But oh well, I have time to update for once so I am :)

Life's been pretty busy lately I guess. School and crosscountry mainly, don't really have time for anything else :( Today is my sisters 18th birthday ! :) I bought her a muffin at purebread this morning for breakfast & 6th/7th period I'm going out to decorate her car :x I got her a yummy chocolate fudge cake too. and her presents are even creative-ish ! She better love me :p

Yesterday I had to go to therapy for the first time in awhileee. It was a family one though so it wasn't so bad. Afterwards we went out to eat at this yummy chinese place and then I went grocery shopping with my mom at trader joes. which is like the only grocery store I don't mind being at bc they are awesome and sell soymilk in juice boxes<3 andd I got to talk to kevin when I got home yey :)

I hate being busy, and then being so completely worn out when I'm finally not  :/ like seriously, all I want to do in my free time lately is sleep. I think somethings wrong with me because this has been going on for like a month. same with antisocialness. I feel way isolated. I miss angela and liz and kyle alot :(

I have to go get blood taken today. yummay. Tonight is the sallies dance and I might actually go :) Idk. we'll see what happens. hmm what else has been going on. halloween was fun. kelin slept over and we baked cookies, acted silly and binged on massive amounts of sugar and watched the others. we rented the original exorcist but we didnt watch it. we still have it too; maybe I'll watch it tonight with D if I can't go out. mmm...

Saturday morning my dad said hed take me out to px driving and go to starbucks<3 then counties at winterthur. half our xcountry team is like dying, seriously. it's probably a good thing the season's almost over, but once it is, I know im going to miss it so much. our coach mel said that nxt year were doing a race in NYC :) and maybe FL ! I'm excited <3

I have 4 frees today and don't remotely feel like doing anything constructive. It's going to be a longgg day.

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